So, one of the things I loved to do most when I was a little girl was using my imagination and making up whole villages. In these villages there would be persons living and they would have been trough the craziest things. From a man in his thirties who became a little boy, to a fifteen year old girl who robbed a bank.
And even now, when I’m a 21 years old woman, I sometimes still imagine such story lines. Not because I don’t like the current events, but because I’d like to believe that we all could be so much more than we are now. How we could be better persons for our selfes and our future children. How we could try to have more comprehension for our family and friends. But sometimes we need to stop trying so hard and just let everything be.
I truly wonder how my life would like if I wouldn’t feel so much pressure at times. The pressure to always show kindness to otheres, the pressure to be enough, pretty enough, smart enough, beautiful enough. I know I’m too hard on myself, but that’s only because I want to do great things. I want to travel the world and write about all the people I meet, the things I see, the places I go to. I want to launch my own clothing line and I would love it if my best friend would wear my clothes. I want to be financially independent, not like now. Really, being a student is expensive, even if you work on the side. I want my children to grow up with degnity and I want them to know they are perfect the way they are. And if people will disrespect them later on, that’s their loss. I want them to not be afraid to stand up for them selfes. I want them to know they can do everything they dream of.